"Dwell in possibilities" - Emily Dickenson
A large part of going on a mission trip is emptying oneself before the journey and leaving yourself open to experience everything that happens. I have found that when I do, I invariably find myself filled to overflowing before the trip is over. God has a way of moving between the empty spaces and filling them with unexpected joys and blessings I can never anticipate.
Early in the week Bill and Joyce found out from our friend, Kevin, that the HOPI Substance Abuse Prevention Center was about to lose their lease on their current facility. They are being forced to move by the end of this month. Since land ownership is a complicated affair in Hopi, requiring complex land use agreements between clans and villages that often take months or years to finalize, we were dismayed by the thought that such a vital program might be forced to shutter its doors. Kevin assured us however that temporary space had already been located and that discussions were also underway to give the program long-term land use rights to a piece of property behind the Hopi Cultural Center on Second Mesa. But Kevin also told us that the piece of land in question had a very sad and troublesome history.
The property had once been the site of a small trailer park and the residents of the community gradually fell victim to serious drug and alcohol abuse. Eventually the site was abandoned and no one knows exactly why. People simply left and moved on, leaving behind their homes and in most cases, all their earthly belongings. The trailers eventually succumbed to the elements and collapsed, many of them looking like they had been flattened by a great wind, and were left to rust and crumble away. Before the HOPI Substance Abuse Prevention program can build on the land, it will have to be cleared of the debris and remnants of the trailer park. Troubled by the sad history of the place and having known and worked with us for several years now, Kevin asked us if we would help him cleanse, bless and anoint the property while we were here.
So early Friday morning, not long after sunrise, we gathered with Kevin on the site. Bill led us all in prayer in an United Methodist ceremony and then distributed bowls of water to each team member. Silently adding our own prayers, we wandered through the remains of what was once a community of family homes and sprinkled water over the place while Kevin in turn blessed it in Hopi fashion. It was a moving and humbling experience. We felt blessed to be asked to be a part of the healing process both for the land on which it will eventually sit and for the new wellness center that will be a place of sanctuary and healing to many in need. Kevin hopes that by this time next year the land will be cleared and made ready and our team may be part of the building process as well.
On Saturday morning the team rose well before dawn and drove up to a village on Second Mesa to see the first portion of a day-long Home Dance. This is the time of year when the Hopi katsinas prepare to leave the Mesas and return to their home on the San Francisco Peaks, north of Flagstaff. They will remain there until late January or February. Out of respect for my Hopi friends I can't say any more about what we saw. No photography, video or audio recordings, or sketching is allowed. The Home Dances are religious ceremonies and I feel honored, privileged and humbled to have been allowed to witness it. It was a very spiritual experience for us all.
I write this as I am flying home, reflecting on all we were given and experienced. It's been a full and fulfilling week. Every mission trip has its own set of challenges and bumps along the way but this was indeed a week full of blessings. We had an awesome team, each person bringing their own unique gifts to make a glorious whole. We were fortunate to have rain several times while we were there, which kept the temperatures cooler and more comfortable for us all. We shared our dinner table every evening with friends new and old, each meal filled with joy and laughter. For me, this is the real reason why we are here; to make those connections, to listen and to learn as well as to serve.
It was very hard for me personally to drive away from the Mesas yesterday but I leave with a full heart and overflowing with the Spirit. For those members on the team for the first time, they have only seen a glimpse of what Hopi VIM is all about. I hope and pray they will feel called to return and continue the work they became a part of this week. For those of us who began this journey in 2006, this week is just a small slice of that journey. We've added but another few stones to the path that only God knows where it will ultimately lead.
It was very hard for me personally to drive away from the Mesas yesterday but I leave with a full heart and overflowing with the Spirit. For those members on the team for the first time, they have only seen a glimpse of what Hopi VIM is all about. I hope and pray they will feel called to return and continue the work they became a part of this week. For those of us who began this journey in 2006, this week is just a small slice of that journey. We've added but another few stones to the path that only God knows where it will ultimately lead.
Lomatalangva! (It's a beautiful day!)